Carpe Diem

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We are truly who we are
when we let ourselves feel how we feel
when we feel it

Everything hurts
My feet my arms my head my heart
All of them
Are being used for the wrong reasons
Energy spent
In the wrong places
Wasting time
On the wrong people

I feel so stupid
And so angry
Angry with myself
Angry with the world
With life
With breathing

I’m just angry
Because words can’t capture what I’m feeling
They don’t ease the dull throbbing of the invisible knife that cuts me into pieces every night
And leaves me to bleed invisible blood
For no one to see
Just for me to feel
And
It’s all my fault